"Back to Billy," I say to her. So we are going to have interactions still?"
"She continues to make contact with you because you help her. You talk to her. You help her. Sometimes I feel like you might help her out money-wise." She tells me.
“I don’t want to do that,” I assure her.
"Okay, you got to not do that. In other words, be strong. The only thing I have to say about that is if you help her out money wise it will also help out the guy she is with because they are together. Sometimes I see her getting moody because she doesn’t get what she wants but I never see her completely going away.
"Protect your heart a little bit about you and Billy talking a little bit about getting back together. Like the subject is going to be brought up...BUT... Not now and not in the near future but you are going to make a decision in the future about letting her back in your life. And what I mean by allowing her back in your life to where you and she are together again. But you would say, you are not doing this, you are not doing that. That is going to be away down the line. In other words, I don’t think she learned her lessons yet."
I completely agreed.
"As time goes on, every so often you will hear from her. It will always be drama or something going on. And sometimes you are going to just be a sympathetic ear and try to guide her. She likes to hear that. You keep her strong I feel, and somewhat balanced by talking to her. She does get depressed and hard on herself because she won't understand why you would even want to talk to her sometimes. So she just beats herself up. In the future, there is going to be a change, an opportunity that is going to present itself for the two of you, just not anytime soon. I see things staying the same."
“Does she regret where she is at right now or is she happy?”
"She not happy where she is at. She doesn’t regret it. She is just kind of going with the flow. She has days when she regrets it. I just don’t think she has gotten to the point where she has had enough. But she struggles, I do see that, and she adapts to any situation she is with. I think where she is at is not in a good place but she just tries to adapt to it."
At this point, I asked her if she saw someone different was coming into my life.
"Okay what you have to do is put that energy out there for a good healthy relationship. Try and pull away and not engage in this. Because if you notice The Gymnast and the other have similarities."
"That is what attracts me," I say laughing.
"Right, so once you are able to move past that you are not going to have that. If you were to ask me. Am I going to end up in a healthy productive relationship? Yes you are. You just haven't found her yet. and I want to say the places you are going and the things you are doing. You are going to the wrong places. Stay out of clubs (see uses the word clubs not bars, as in strip clubs). That is not where to meet anybody. (Tinkerbell and Billy were both strippers) It is not that everyone that works at a club is bad but it is the energy.
Do you think Billy will ask to get back together? Does all this mean I will tell her no? She didn't say. I think she would have if she saw it. Yes, I know I don't want her back...but
Crawlin' back to you
Ever thought of callin' when
You've had a few?
'Cause I always do
Maybe I'm too
Busy bein' yours
To fall for somebody new.. Do I Want To Know, Artic Monkeys
Ever thought of callin' when
You've had a few?
'Cause I always do
Maybe I'm too
Busy bein' yours
To fall for somebody new.. Do I Want To Know, Artic Monkeys
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