Thursday, February 20, 2020

Psychic Mumbo-Jumbo

Six months ago I went to see a psychic.  Since then everything she told me came to pass.  In addition she described Billy perfectly as being an addict without me ever mentioning it.  Here are few things she said.

Concerning Billy:  She has money issues and they won't stop anytime soon.  (Last time I checked Billy had $12 in her bank account).

I see doctors involved with her. (Billy never goes to the doctor but had the abortion in January).

I don't see this relationship ending any time soon (Billy and the new guy).  Emotionally protect your heart. 

Your father's health is fragile (she went on to describe congestive heart failure) and you will be the one taking care of him.

She also described my trip to China as being something I do occasionally and that I would be stay on the water.  It was a city and hotel I have never been to before and it was on the water.


Monday I went to see her again.  She did not have any good news for me. She said, Billy will continue being Billy.  The new boyfriend is not clean.  He does not do heroin but he will take the occasional pain pill and not think anything of it (obviously he does not understand her addiction).

Is there someone coming into my life anytime soon?  I don't see anyone good.

She said Billy and I will continue talking (Billy wants to go to dinner next week) and that she doesn't see her completely going away.

I feel like I am doing the right things for the wrong reasons.  I am doing yoga and just started with a personnel trainer and there is book club.  I don't enjoy these things the way I should.  I don't want to go backwards and I don't see where I am going.  I am supposed to be experiencing the present.  The present is lonely.

10 comments:

  1. I saw a psychic when I was about 18 who ruined me forever on seeing any others. She was very blunt, very honest, and I swear everything she told me, even stuff I was total crap, has happened. (I am 45 now, so it was a very long time ago). So I think most of them are nonsense, but there are the few that I can't explain, so I believe they have some genuine talent or gift.

    Maybe not having someone come into your life right now is not necessarily a bad thing. Do you feel like you are in a place to 100% devote your time, energy, and heart to someone? This might just be a time-out to regroup and heal and get stronger.

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    1. I regards to your question, I am not really sure. When I am with these temporary girls I tend to talk a lot about Billy. I have not found anyone that compares to her. Or more precisely, I have not found anyone that captivates my attention away from her.

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  2. I went to a psychic once. She told me I was going to get married to a handsome, successful man soon. I told her I was a lesbian. So much for her psychic abilities, LOL!

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    1. Debra, I do believe this woman can see something. Maybe she just extrapolates from your thoughts but what ever it is she not normal.

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  3. there is one psychic and one psychic only I will ever trust with my deepest darkest secrets: …...of course I'm talking about Miss Cleo...

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    1. Phoenix you have no been to a real psychic then.

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  4. Sometimes creating the habits and systems (yoga, book club, personal trainer) during a "dark" time might feel like the wrong reasons, but eventually they will feel right and normal and needed. Hopefully!

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    1. I guess. It is the space between one relationship to the next that seems like the hardest part.

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  5. I appreciate your blog more and more.

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    1. Why thank you. I try to paint a picture of my life.

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