Six months ago I went to see a psychic. Since then everything she told me came to pass. In addition she described Billy perfectly as being an addict without me ever mentioning it. Here are few things she said.
Concerning Billy: She has money issues and they won't stop anytime soon. (Last time I checked Billy had $12 in her bank account).
I see doctors involved with her. (Billy never goes to the doctor but had the abortion in January).
I don't see this relationship ending any time soon (Billy and the new guy). Emotionally protect your heart.
Your father's health is fragile (she went on to describe congestive heart failure) and you will be the one taking care of him.
She also described my trip to China as being something I do occasionally and that I would be stay on the water. It was a city and hotel I have never been to before and it was on the water.
Monday I went to see her again. She did not have any good news for me. She said, Billy will continue being Billy. The new boyfriend is not clean. He does not do heroin but he will take the occasional pain pill and not think anything of it (obviously he does not understand her addiction).
Is there someone coming into my life anytime soon? I don't see anyone good.
She said Billy and I will continue talking (Billy wants to go to dinner next week) and that she doesn't see her completely going away.
I feel like I am doing the right things for the wrong reasons. I am doing yoga and just started with a personnel trainer and there is book club. I don't enjoy these things the way I should. I don't want to go backwards and I don't see where I am going. I am supposed to be experiencing the present. The present is lonely.