Stress and The Relief

 I am feeling stressed. How about you? Max's car broke down AGAIN yesterday. I hate that car. He wants to sell it and buy a friend's Jeep Cherokee. I don't want to invest another $2000 in his car problems. Especially while I am watching my investments tanking.

Work is picking up, much like the Psychic said. That doesn't mean much to me, but extra stress and work. Gas is high, the temperatures are high, and the water levels are low out in the west. I feel we are in for a few years of doom and gloom.

Ava came over Tuesday night. That was stress relieving. We picked up dinner, took a brief walk in New Baltimore park along the lake, and then went back to the condo and ate on the balcony. Ava is always interesting to talk with. She can talk about her boyfriend and his long-term potential while eating dinner and then scream after her second orgasm in bed with me. 

"You have some cognitive dissonance going on here," I tell Ava as I slowly thrust inside her. "Do you know the term?" 

Ava smiles and nods yes, but doesn't try justifying her actions. I like that. I understand exactly what she is doing. She doesn't need to explain her actions to me. Still, she could stop coming over at any time.

"Even if you found somebody else and could only have dinner, I would still come to see you," Ava says to me in the kitchen as she is getting ready to leave.

"Of course you would, because you need a friend you can tell everything," I reply.

We plan for her to sleep over next Tuesday, and she wants me to take her back to a strip club the weekend after the holiday.