Height Of Summer

The height of summer has left many of us posting less.  I have no interesting stories to share.  I have been working, excising and sleeping.  Probably too much of the sleeping.  I saw Firefly Wednesday, she was not looking well.  She won't admit it, but my experience tells me she is not clean.  She claims to be out of her program because her boyfriend of convenience OD and was in the hospital.  That part I believe, whether she was with him or not is the question.

I like Firefly but my experience with Billie tells me she does not have much of a chance.  Billie is alive today because I took a large personal and financial interest in keeping her that way.  Firefly has no one doing that for her. 

I still feel like the Physic has Firefly and Billie confused.  They are a lot alike.  I have not heard from Billie in some time.  I don't think I will unless I initiate it.   I don't have any desire to reach out to Billie, what would be the point?  I miss what we had, but that is gone.  I hope she is doing well.

Today I am going kayaking with Bunny.  I am thinking about bringing the bikes too if she is up for it.  I need to get back on my memoir.  I am stuck in rewrites of chapter 8 and 9.  I think I am just going onto chapter 10.  I will be editing everything from the beginning again anyway.  I would like to have the final chapters completed.  I figure it will stretch to 12 or 13 in all.  With chapter 11 being constructed from memories and photos instead of blog posts. I am looking forward to that.