Bathwater: Dad is on hospice at his assisted living facility. He is very weak. No one knows for sure but I would guess a week or two. I know you would want to know.
Billy: I am sorry to hear that. I have been going through a lot myself.
Bathwater: Are you okay? I am always concerned for you. You can always reach out to me. After all we have been through together I would hate to lose touch.
Billy: No I'm not okay.. I'm still using and I got pregnant. Going through the abortion process now..I'm just lost. Everything I wanted came too fast.. now its gone.
Bathwater: I am so sorry Billy. You always have my ear and my love. You can email me or call me. I will listen.
Billy did not share anymore information. Initially I was surprised but looking back when ever we were not together Billy tended to get in trouble or do stupid things. Even when we were together some drama would happen, usually at the worst time. Without me propping her up it will just continue to happen. She hasn't changed.
Do you think she is starting to regret choosing to leave me? I miss what we had but I can see now it was a dead end for me. What does she see?
I invited Billy to my father's memorial but she said she had to work and could not make it. My friends think that is for the best. I would like to see her. She where she is at inside her head. An abortion is not an easy decision for any woman but to want the baby and be unable to have it because of your own drug addiction is going to be hard for her to handle.
The only difference that I see
Is you are exactly the same as you used to be. The Difference, The Wallflowers